Tuesday, June 22, 2004

 

I found this amusing........hehehe 
posted by Jenni 12:44 AM

Monday, June 21, 2004

 
Oops








yeah...went over bandwith limit again..sorry for the red x's...
posted by Jenni 12:25 AM

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

 
Random








Ok, I've seen this in a few peoples bloggs, so I decided to do it. I've put my media player on shuffel for all the music on my computer and these are the first 15 that cycle through.
1. A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
2. F***ing in Rythm and Sorrow- The Sugarcubes
3. Eat the Menu- The Sugarcubes (ok, start shuffeling better)
4. Play Dead- Bjork
5. Modir- Bjork (yeah... there is alot of icelandic Bjork songs in here...)
6. No Such Thing- John Mayer
7. My Fart Will Go On- Weird Al (hahahahahhahaa!!! I forgot about that one =P)
8. Birthday (Icelandic Version)- The Sugarcubes (ok, enough already, I know I have more than that)
9. Wrapped Around Your Finger (Cover)- Tori Amos
10. Duvet- BOA
11. Requiem- Nausicaa of the Valley of Wind Soundtrack
12. Deep Water- Jewel
13. High and Dry- Radiohead
14. Engel- Rammsteine
15. I'm Trading My Sorrows- Darrl Evans

well, that was an interesting mix, from Bjork to Contemporary Christian. Heheh, ok, I'm done now! byE!
posted by Jenni 11:49 PM

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

 
Time Sucks








Yeah, so I have decided even though it is an abstract concept and doesn't actually exist in a physical sense, time is a nugget. Sometimes it is a good thing, like when you are stuck doing something crappy and you have like 1 second left or you have a huge project to do and you could use all the seconds you could possibly get. But, when you sit down and think about it, it sucks. Its like the weather, you can't control it or stop it, you can only make the best of it, lemons into lemonade. I'm bored as sh** and I wish that time would but I also wish it would slow down. I'm going to be a college junior this coming semester... wow...it all still seems so new to me... it couldn't have been that long since my Freshman year...it couldn't have been that long since beachweek, it couldn't have been that long since I graduated from high school, it couldn't have been that long since prom...crap....it is going by too fast... I see all of my younger friends graduating and going to prom and it kinda makes me sad... I guess I had never really imagined anything past high school... I didn't even know if I'd be able to go to college... my parents didn't save any money for me, so I thought I wasn't going... so now at the point that I am standing ( if I don't go to grad school to get my masters) I have two years until I'm out finding a job and being on my own. And I am terrified. All my good friends seem to have boyfriends that they may end up staying with and moving away with and I will be stuck here alone or with my asshole family which will drive me to insanity. I just don't see joy in my future at all. Not at all. Everyone will leave me like all my mom's friends left her. No one will call me, no one will come visit because they will have their own lives and their own children and I will probably be so pissed off that I won't want to see them anyways. I will live alone is some s****y apartment that doesn't allow pets so all I'll have is a f****** fish and projects to grade. So I need to get my masters so I can make more money and then maybe I will have something desirable and I can just get used for the rest of my f****** life, going to church alone and getting used, that's the rest of my life... I wish I could stop time, I liked where I used to be, where my mom didn't drink, my sisters respected and loved me, and my friends came to play every day, and I was too naive to know what the future holds for consumer whore American children.
Thats probably why I still have birthday parties, so I can relive those memories with my friends while I can before they all leave me. And this year I don't know what to do. Part of me just wants to say f*** it, might as well start now, and the other half needs to feel worthwhile and loved so badly that it cannot drop that part of my life. THis is why I'm so f****** stressed out. I ant out of here. I want to be back at school with my friends who don't drink and yell at me and threaten me and make me cry. I want to feel loved... I want to feel important... I want to be happy... I don't even care that I'll have 18 credits of classes, I just want out... Help me out...
posted by Jenni 10:27 PM

 
Bithday, Hehe








Hehe, I spelled it wrong on purpose, just to let anyone who doesn't get the inside joke know. Long story. Anyways, next Wednesday is my birthday and I haven't decided what to do yet. I can't break my on going tradition of going out with my friends to some water related activity like the pool or a waterpark yet! We've gone to all the waterparks in the area I think, so I'm guna have to come up with something new. My best idea so far is this: Spend the day at Rehobeth beach or spend the day at the beach, spend the night at a cheap hotel and return sometime in the afternoon the next day. I think it would be cool, so long as I can find lots of drivers. I don't think my mom will let me take her car, but we will see. I love the beach, and the beach+ friends would be even better. Rehobeth would be a good choice since there is a boardwalk and there are lots of things to do if we get board of the water. Yey! I hope people can come. I'm going to have to make invites or call people this week. Yep yep. Anyway, hmm, I guess people who read this would like to know what I have been up to lately. Well, not really anything. I've been working, and that's about it. It gets boring and crappy all the time and it makes my feet hurt so I cant walk the next day. But, I won't get started on complaining about work. Hehe, I bought Harry Potter stuff on ebay, they are these little figures that are ghetto and definitely bootleg, but I thought they were funny, so I had to get them. The picture is below.



ghetto...hehe 

I am now a ebay junkie. I look for random things like this now. Heh heh. Oh, yesterday we went to Fairfax Fair. It was cool, I won a few things from games, most of which I gave to my sisters and kept one for myself. I won a carebear, a duck, and a pimphat. I gave the duck to my little sister cause she didn't play any games and didn't have a chance to win, and I gave the pimphat to my other sister, because she was pissed that I won all the games. Well, I should be off to bed soon, and that's all I have to say for now. Nite Nite!
posted by Jenni 12:23 AM

Saturday, June 05, 2004

 
Life parallels








Yeyeyeyeyeyyeyeyeyey!!!!!!! I just got back from seeing PoA and it was awesome! So scary, I'm surprised it got only PG, makes me wonder what they're going to do with GoF. It's going to have to be PG13, or else they'd be cutting too much out, since they may have to cut it anyways for length. Im not too up to date on the indepth stuff of up coming movies, so if any one wants to correct me, they can.


Seeing the movie made me think about this one, my college life is kind of like Harry Potter. Don't laugh, you nuggets, I'm serious...minus the magic and quidditch and trees that eat birds and hit people, though that old oak on the quad has been looking quite vicious lately... anyways, while I don't live in a cupboard under the stairs, I did get shafted to my little sisters bedroom. The summers for me are like living with the Dursleys, I'm under lock and key, no fun, and no staying up late, though I do that anyways. Not to mention that my parents aren't exactly nice to me...sometimes I wonder if they enjoy me being home. Canterbury is like my Gryffindor, except we get keys and their are no fat lady paintings. And most of my good friends are there and we have our adventures and mysteries to solve, like the missing toilet paper, paper towels, 22 pieces of cheese, two tortilla shells and a bottled water. I don't have an owl, but I have a fighting fish...don't think he could carry letters too well. Speaking of mail, its just as exciting of a time as in Hogwarts. You go to your mail box and you're like, YES, MAIL! I haven't gotten a firbolt yet, but I can wait. Yeah... I feel like Harry right now. All I want most right now is to be back at school...even though I'd have work to do and all sorts of other things, I don't care... I belong there...Crap, its only the beginning of June... it's going to be a long summer... maybe Mae or someone can come with their flying car and save me...
I went to the eye doctor today to see what could be wrong with my eye. It is still twitching, and its been like three weeks. She said their wasn't anything visibly wrong, probably stress she said. Well, I don't know what could be stressing me out for three weeks straight. She also switched the prescription in my left eye, to see if maybe it was strain. If the stupid lid doesn't stop, I have to go to the regular doctor to find out what's wrong... It better stop...I don't want to go to the doctor... I don't want anything to be wrong with me. I've had enough of that, thank you very much. Maybe I'm unconsciously stressed from being at home... it's never happened before though, so I don't know if that could be it. It can't be exams like my doctor said, that was a month ago. Grr..I just hope it stops by it self...stupid eye... Well, that's about all that happened today... I should probably go to bed...my mom's snoring from the couch is getting annoying...she probably drunk too much... anyways, good night...
posted by Jenni 1:26 AM

Thursday, June 03, 2004

 
Oops








Ok, my blog is having troubles, but I figured out why. My images host dumped me, so that's why the pictures are all gone. They're on my laptop, so its going to take a little more work to get them on my home computer to put them back up on my blog, so for now, you'll have to look at little red x's. sorries -_-; I've been bored out of my mind so far this summer, and surprisingly, I haven't been posting at all. You'd think I would with nothing better to do. But, I guess nothing interesting has been happening these last 3-4 weeks (I lost count). The cicadas are annoying, though fun to put on your little sister when she is outside tanning, and fun to put them in a ball sling shot and project them into the air and watch them fly off confused, and fun to burn the dead ones on the grill when no one is looking. They don't burn very well, though. What else have I done... I went on a road trip to Savannah, GA to pick up some stuff my friend left behind when she returned from SCAD. I finally found a job, which sadly is Bed Bath and Beyond again...grrr. Oh well, I have to make money to pay for my books and art supplies. Though, they cut all of the part timers hours, so so far I'm only working twice a week, which is crap. They better remember that I can't work on Sundays and not pull what they did last summer on me. What else... My bottom left eye lid has been twitching for three weeks now, so I am going to the doctor tomorrow to figure out why. My friend form Youth Group, Shannon, had a stroke a few weeks ago. She is doing a lot better then the last time I saw her, thank the Lord. I'm not sure how long her therapy will take, but I hope she can come to JMU soon. All of us in Canterbury will be there for her! =) Its sort of a reality check to realize that something so tragic can happen to anyone, even if they are 18. Its crazy =(. Tomorrow is Friday the 4th, you know what that means?... Harry Potter!!! I'm going to go see it at 9:40pm so I can take my sisters and so my friends who have work can come. I bought our tickets today. Should be an awesome movie, I'm excited! Hehehe. What else.... My bday is coming! I'm going to be 20... I don't want to be 20... it feels old... I still sometimes accidentally write that I am 18... I definitely don't look like I am 20...More like 12... My mom snuck me and my sisters into a craft fair saying I was 12...What the crap...that was offensive to me...What kind of 12 year old is endowed like this? Stupid peoples...Oh well, I guess I won't appreciate looking so young until I'm 30. Well, I think the laundry is all done, need to go stick it in the dryer. So, hopefully I will write more often. Bye!
posted by Jenni 1:16 PM

 

testing bloggerbot, ignore this, though it is cute =P 
posted by Jenni 1:10 PM

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

 
I have no clue whats up with my blog, with all the things not showing up. i'll fix it soon. bye!
posted by Jenni 2:05 PM